Nothing lasts forever they say, i deny that actually. Why wine will taste better with every coming year.
It actually feels weird not being with you, not that i have to or i need to. A month is actually nothing compared to some people i know, but a month spent with you felt really quick but i can remember every single time we spent together. It feels like a beginning for me actually. Not a reminisce of times we spent. i thought of this month of a start of something that would last a very long time. I look at that i still have plenty of time to be with you. Why should i be looking at the past when i have a whole lifetime we could spend together.
I wanted to write all these things that would make you smile. Now i just realize that nothing is better than actually just meeting you and just saying how i love you. How i value every memory i had with you. How every single relationship added up would never sum up how i happy i am right now. How i felt more comfortable with you more than anybody else. How fucking lucky i am that i actually am a boyfriend to someone like you. Someone i would happily call my other half. I know that i may sound like a bullshitter writing this. But i promise that i would keep my word. And people who read this as a witness. I love you, and i will keep being in love. as long as my brain can spit out any single thought of happiness. i know you will be the single main cause of it. so thank you for being awesome :)
i love you adella, i miss you
happy one month anniversary
