Another situation in life.
Believing what is, and what you want. Two very different things. They cannot be combined in any sense of reality. Basically everything that happens in this world is a simple test whether you make it or break it ( by break it i mean snap into an uncontrollable ball of rage / or the american term "postal")
So life reaches to a point where bad stuff starts to happen. Ironic cause just 3 months ago things were looking pretty well, turns out all that shit was piling up to hit the face at once so hard. I was wishing everything would just stop.
But no... it never stops. Instead of just wasting time crying over spilled milk. I just faced what happened, played dumb and hope everything turns out for the best. Im in pain right now. Cause apparently trust is an easy thing to lose, and quite something hard to gain and respect sometimes. No no i did not do anything bad fellow readers
This time i wonder what i did, to actually deserve to be a victim this time. Wasn't i trying to be a good person to her? it wasn't enough i think. Was it?
So now im in the verge of cracking. I don't know what to do. I dont even know who's wrong.
I just wish this never happened, cause i know this is gonna change EVERYTHING
Believing what is, and what you want. Two very different things. They cannot be combined in any sense of reality. Basically everything that happens in this world is a simple test whether you make it or break it ( by break it i mean snap into an uncontrollable ball of rage / or the american term "postal")
So life reaches to a point where bad stuff starts to happen. Ironic cause just 3 months ago things were looking pretty well, turns out all that shit was piling up to hit the face at once so hard. I was wishing everything would just stop.
But no... it never stops. Instead of just wasting time crying over spilled milk. I just faced what happened, played dumb and hope everything turns out for the best. Im in pain right now. Cause apparently trust is an easy thing to lose, and quite something hard to gain and respect sometimes. No no i did not do anything bad fellow readers
This time i wonder what i did, to actually deserve to be a victim this time. Wasn't i trying to be a good person to her? it wasn't enough i think. Was it?
So now im in the verge of cracking. I don't know what to do. I dont even know who's wrong.
I just wish this never happened, cause i know this is gonna change EVERYTHING
