Oh what is wrong with me?
For the past weeks, i have not been able to write anything decent. I have not been thinking clearly. I've only been thinking about.. well nothing. It saddens me actually. I feel dumb, i feel so useless in the sense of wasting my brain power. It appears that matters of the heart are more powerful than any thought logically. Cause right now logic is the last thing on my mind, i feel burdened yet happy. Ignorance is truly bliss, a peace i never thought existed. But also a gamble. Being in love feels like giving someone your sole weakness and trusting them with it. Fools, i used to say. Now i am clearly one of those fools. I have realized what i have been missing. Its nice... i like it. I wish it never ends