hello dear readers, i have spend on counting, about a month wallowing in grief. Last night i have the sudden realization that i should stop, stop trying to prove her i still want her. For a month i put my life on hold from any sort of progress, in that time i did what my heart told me to do. But matters of the heart will always be there, i guess true love is true in a sense. My feelings would go nowhere, they will stay where they are. But people would drift more and more apart. Patience is a virtue i must face my whole life so be it. Everything that has been happening is my doing, i face the consequences dearly with open arms. I would love her forever, I would still want to be with her. But the feeling is not mutual, but waiting for her is worth it. I should stop being attached, i should have learned it before in my past. But she was too special to pass up.
Enough of the emotional blibber blabber
Next week i would start writing as the social critic you know and love. I would be opening the chapter about hipsterdom and the never ending cycle of buying and selling within our youth. tune in, and stay unreal
